you ruined everything good: My Album is finally out!

My debut album is out like out ahhh! I know I say this all the time I know, but like this time it's just getting more raw, fresh and real. Out of my journal these 11 songs. The songs I've never felt more vulnerable writing them and sharing them with people. So this isn't just another piece of work I'm sharing with people this is like the next step in my relationship with music, you know?

What I mean, I don't think I would have released it and worked on it if I didn't have such a great support group, my brother, and you guys. You guys are actually listening to my album and my art. That's really crazy to me to think about. I've been trying to remind myself of is that you know people are listening like what I put out musically.

I'm so happy and excited for the release of 'YREG'. The reason why I’m sharing these specific songs is because I thought it could help people. A few months ago I was getting very much anxiety of releasing music 'cause I was scared if people wasn't going to like it and then, four months ago, I wrote a song called "i love you" and a lot of people liked it and it gave me the confidence of releasing and so that's why I made this whole album. “i love you” is another song that was written prior to being recorded, so the whole second verse of that song is about me waking up and having a red eye from me crying so much, I took that and I pitch shifted it into all of the different chords in the second verse so it followed every chord.

Writing the album was the way that I processed all of those emotions. And so, on a personal level, it was an important thing for me to do and then to put it out and have people respond so positively to it was such a blessing.

This relationship was definitely like the heartbreak that kept on giving. It was like I was in the situation where I had to see him. He's with someone else which was devastating to me. Felt like my world was ending every day. Nobody understood how I was feeling or related to it. And so I think by writing songs about exactly how I felt, I was creating, like, a friend for me. I mean, I was very sad. I was a 16-year-old boy going through my first real heartbreak.

Well, I got to write a album about it so, thanks for breaking my heart I guess.

I'm glad that I could show you how independent I am without a music label or manager or anything like that and I just want to thank you all for loving my music and my friends for supporting me in my journey.

LISTEN TO 'you ruined everything good' RIGHT NOW!