diary of a song: drivers license

I remember knowing that it might be something special, if not to anyone else, just to me, cuz I felt like the song just really captured devastation in a way that I haven't been able to capture before. I just remember writing it and feeling like it actually was like a page ripped out of my diary, 'cause it was so intimate and vulnerable. I just think there was no other option for me, I had to write it. I had to write it for myself.

I had to, like, get it out. You could, like, feel sick if you, like, kept all of that in. But you know, really at the core of it I had to do it for myself. I remember at the time I was really, like, reconciling with the fact that sometimes when you love a person so much and you spend so much time with them, like, that's who you feel the most at home with.

And remember listening to that song, even when I hadn't put it out. I just have to demo on my brother's phone and I drive around and listen to it and every time it came on my stomach would drop just cuz it felt so acutely how I was feeling.

drivers license coming soon!